This mist of unclear confusing thoughts and ideas are not
letting me see, I feel jammed. I know I need to see beyond this mist, I know my
destiny awaits me and beyond this mist is my life – ready to run, and if not
run at least a continuous walk.
But this mist is not leaving me as if now became a part of
my existence, omnipresent. It may have a purpose-a positive one. Perhaps I must
wait. I must keep patience.
For every journey even if a very ordinary one, should have
few halts, however unplanned. Perhaps this part of my life is a halt, what I
may not be able to see is that my halt is preparing me for the future battles
that I am going to fight with myself and with the world- long ending battles
that would require persistence and bravery. This halt was essential.
This mist seems to silently burn my patience thereby
igniting my passion for a better world that I am going to see.
(From the pages of my dairy written on 30th July 2017)