Wednesday, August 7, 2019

Risen and not Fallen in Love



There was something magical about the frequency of your voice it tunes me into my lost treasure.

This time I have ‘RISEN’ in love with your first innocent word on my ears and didn’t ‘Fall.’ I am done by falling in love; I have fallen earlier and now I don’t want any more of it. Whereas I always felt this notion of falling in love is a negative term; like it’s taking me to the depth of a dark world where I don’t want to belong to, and I am going unwillingly because I didn’t know any way other than not falling. But this time with the sound of your first word I get to know I haven’t fallen but risen. And my heart told me that it was you I have been waiting for so long, you who can quench my curiosity for love, and it happens when I was sure that I can’t love anyone anymore that I am done with this romantic love that it isn’t for me.


Now I am trapped in that unfinished moment with you. Life is really unpredictable when I was so sure that I no more need someone to complete me, that there is no one made for me, that life is good as it is, you just walked to me and more than words your eyes, your aura penetrated my aura and awaken my soul.

Now I am engulfed with desire, desire to know every tiny detail about you. Now suddenly, I feel incomplete, I feel something is missing in my life. Earlier I was unsure of that something, but now I know it’s you, Your Company, your words, your aura, and your presence.

It’s not you were a stranger to me; I have been using the law of attraction to attract you since the past few months. I have always observed you silently you are just like me, modern appearance, but primitive soul, nervous and confused like just landed from another planet trying to decipher the meaning of everything around.

Shy struggling to formulate words, wandering alone but not lonely, occupied in a self-created world of own, insulated even among people, you are a royal piece in a rough world just like me.

Delicate fragile, vulnerable, and not even trying to shed your weakness from the world as if not aware of it, living in complete harmony with it. Possessing a grim look, but content from inside like a sage, since I found you I found a purpose. You are me in different attire.


I have a strong feeling that I always lose you; you might be my twin soul. We get separated, but we remain attached with an invisible cord, we shall reunite and together we shall find and give meaning to the world around us.

Because before you came into my life, I reached a stage where I was convinced that now I can’t fall in love that I am an island on whom no traveler will come. And one fine day when it was raining, I was waiting for meeting someone else though aware of your presence around me, and you came to ask for the empty chair by my side and your first words changed everything. I evolved as a new person; something magical happened as if I got awaken from the death of a kind, a kind of loveless life, and your presence was so much full of love that it aroused all dead feelings of love in me. And my heart told me that get up, O Dry River it’s raining on you after years, get up it’s time to start your journey the ocean is waiting for you.