The Hardest Thing.

Do you know,The hardest thing is to fall in love with someone for whom you are stranger and  you don't even have the right to talk , I go on finding a common link between us and sometimes I get irritated  because everyday I saw you but I can't just stop you and say hey! talk to me because I am your no-one and I even don't have single reason to do so,
We have been part of a journey and the hardest thing is to know that the journey is over and it won't be repeated and I am incapable to go back and make it happen again,
The hardest thing is to know that you are here, in the same town, very near to me, enjoying, engaged, but not with me, I can't even see you when I wanted to, I just know that you are somewhere very near to me and this is not enough,
Everything about you is so special, feel like capturing everything around you, nothing has been more precious than this, you are young, you are mysterious  and more than anything else you are awesome,your walk is splendid, your smile is gorgeous, wanted spend my entire life with you, I want nothing but you in my life, but I even don't know how to come close to you,  and the hardest thing is to know that I am not known to you,

I want to know everything about you and I want you to know me, and you know, The hardest thing is to stop thinking about you, because when I think about you it gives me feelings that I am coming closer to you, and when I close my eyes you are still there in my dreams and the hardest thing is not to dream of you,

I am dying without you, every-time I go out I only hope you to show-up from somewhere, I have never been with you still I can feel how it would be to be with you, as if the heaven will come true and I will be the happiest person alive, but I doubt are any of these going to happen,and you know, The hardest thing is to stop expecting you, The hardest thing is to stop hoping for you, the hardest thing is to know that there is possibility of Worst,

I have to hear your voice, I want to know how you sound, I have to know your name, I have never been this much mad for anyone before, Are you a magician, what have you done to me, you keep me restless for 24 hr and I am incapable of choosing not to be restless ,Sometimes it seems I am suffering with a dangerous diseases whose cure is only with you, please cure me, don't let me getting mad, don't let me die, because you know , the hardest thing is to forget you even for a second,The hardest thing is the truth that I can't even thought of leading my life without you, and the Hardest thing is to be conscious of what I am writing because even I wish to, I can't be insensitive of my words.